There is an ache in my chest,
like it’s tightening up,
It hurts but somehow I feel like I need the pain.
It reminds of her…
that thing that happened…that still exists.
It makes me drink, even though it’s a temporary solution but..
-for at least half an hour I forget 3 minutes and that works for me.
I avoid her …
I avoid it…
-that thing that happened…that still exists.
It hurts but some how I feel like I need the pain..
I need her-
I need it-
I need that thing that happened …that still exists.
There she goes…it goes…that thing that happened…so..
inevitably here comes the pain in my chest.