I try my best to pretend I don’t want you back.
I pretend as though I don’t want to cry,
I pretend I don’t feel as though I’ve died,
I am here pretending I didn’t love you,
I pretend as though I didn’t lose.
Here I am pretending as if I don’t miss you,
Here I sit pretending I have other things to do,
I pretend not to think of you at every tick in the clock,
Pretending to be strong is what I do,
But in reality, I am feeling weak and torn without you,
I take comfort in knowing that one day I will get over you,
But until then I can find nothing to do,
Than pretend- and I am pretending.