Woke up today in empty sheets
Feeling as though a part of me was to be there, but it’s not
How is it possible to feel empty, yet you can’t recall feeling fulfilled at any point either?
Am I missing something that was never there?
Looking in my mirror to a reflection of my soul and knowing in my heart something is wrong
Holding myself tight as though I am cold in this tropical climate
Knowing that maybe if you were to stand behind me and hold me I’d be ok
But who are ‘you’ what is this thing I am searching for?
How can I fill my sheets when I don’t even know what needs to be in it?
For once, just once I’d like to wake up feeling as though the empty spaces are filled
I cannot take another Month alone from you … whoever you are