Day 10 (19/11/13)

Dear Diary,

 

No one gets it, sometimes I don’t even think he does

It is now 5:41 am and I have not slept

A lot is on my mind, he is on my mind

Everything is on my mind; it is so crowded

I am screaming but no one seems to be hearing me, not even HIM

I am alright but I am not “OK”

I am smiling but I am not happy

Dear Diary please find me a word that can explain to him how I really feel

because right now he just doesn’t get it

He knows i Love him but I don’t think he knows HOW MUCH

He knows I am happy with him but not HOW MUCH

He knows I want a life with him but not HOW LONG 

I’ve finally cracked! I am done pretending as if I can do this

Dear Diary it is day 10 and I am begging him to come home

I am NOT happy, I am ALONE

 

—Bright Eyes—

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