Life has presented me with buffet styles
Love instigates fights that I lose so many times
Times you want to run away don’t you or in my case huddle in a dark corner somewhere
But something holds on somehow in my subconscious
Smiles present but sometimes its as if I have been programmed to smile
Expected to be nice so I forget the pain or maybe just pretend I do
But every now and again there comes the harsh reality that kicks me off me feet when I am alone-
and it reminds me of just that, that I am alone
Somehow I happen to be alone even with everyone around
Is it that something is missing?-
is it that the person that should be there isn’t there?-
or is it that maybe I am not where I am supposed to be?
Those lines aren’t typos but I just really want to put on paper what my mind has
Sorry I did it again, my mind goes blank when I try to explain what I am feeling
Dear reader please excuse my silence
But in some weird messed up way, dear reader I think you know exactly what I am trying to say.