To love you is to carry you with me everyday, not seeing you but still feeling a connection between us…yearning to be next to you because that is where home is
To love you is to sacrifice my happiness for yours, because when you are happy so am I, either way I am smiling
To love you is to drown myself in tears trying to explain how I feel but I just can’t seem to get the right words out…or make any sense at all
To love you is to close my eyes and allow my heart to wander carelessly in the dark because I have no limits, no boudaries and intentions to stop
To love you is to love you blind…Am I making any sense yet?
Sometimes the mind gets cloudy, images are a blur and memories linger
It’s usually a down time, a moment when the place is dark and the mood calls for thinking outloud
In these moments the past surfaces, fears strengthen and volunerability is heightened
The true test comes when you are attacked while your down because in this moment decisions are unclear, moods swing and thoughts sway
Can you really love in a dark moment?
I say to you…that even when the thoughts sway and volunerability heightens and when wrong seems right in the darkest nights…even then I CHOOSE YOU
If only I could stop time for a moment to put a stop to my imagination of what it must be like to be with you
If only I could get a moment to create a moment with you that I can hold on to forever
One of those that when our eyes meet we’d both try to hide the guilt behind our smile
I would…If i could…because imagining drives me crazy and until then I can only imagine