Loving you blind

To love you is to carry you with me everyday, not seeing you but still feeling a connection between us…yearning to be next to you because that is where home is

To love you is to sacrifice my happiness for yours, because when you are happy so am I, either way I am smiling

To love you is to drown myself in tears trying to explain how I feel but I just can’t seem to get the right words out…or make any sense at all

To love you is to close my eyes and allow my heart to wander carelessly in the dark because I have no limits, no boudaries and intentions to stop

To love you is to love you blind…Am I making any sense yet?

The bottom line…

Sometimes the mind gets cloudy, images are a blur and memories linger

It’s usually a down time, a moment when the place is dark and the mood calls for thinking outloud

In these moments the past surfaces, fears strengthen and volunerability is heightened

The true test comes when you are attacked while your down because in this moment decisions are unclear, moods swing and thoughts sway

Can you really love in a dark moment?

I say to you…that even when the thoughts sway and volunerability heightens and when wrong seems right in the darkest nights…even then I CHOOSE YOU

 

For Gerald

Ode to a breaking heart

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It’s the sort of power that clips a bird’s wing and removes the air from their feathers ending their feeling of freedom

The sort of power that washes away memories and pain when your heart is breaking

The sort of power that compels and leaves you vulnerable

The sort of power that determines when you smile and decides just how long you cry

It’s the power of love

And sometimes the most dangerous thing is when the person with this power has no clue that they have it…

Go on and cry now…

Wake me up

When it seems like my sky has fallen and my world is pitch black

You somehow become the one thing that always brings me back

When I start running in circles and nothing makes sense

All it takes is a few minutes standing in your presence

Sometimes my dreams drift a little further away and the race seems longer

But then I’m reminded that anything is possible once we’re together

In the midst of it all, you are north …So I’ll follow the sun

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Lost your mind

Sometimes I wonder if you wonder about me

or am I drifting in the back of your mind like the other useless thoughts?

Am I easily forgotten or have I stained a place next to your priorities?

But then again, I have answered my own questions…

I mean if you wondered about me, would I be here wondering if you wonder about me?alone-beach-bear-beautiful-cute-just-wondering-favim-com-70436_large

The Mysterious Girl

Her heart has been her biggest diary

Such emotions she feels no one will understand

She is complicated to many and crazy to the ones who tries to define her

But that is what people do when they can’t understand and she understands that

They know her name but not her heart and that is how it ought to be because such emotions no one will understand

So it is best she keeps her secret
keeps her heart….

After all, people never quite understood how to treat hearts

They somehow end up breaking it every time…and she knows this feeling all too well.

Love Goes Beyond Titles (LGBT)

Don’t label me please because I go beyond your narrow minded definitions

I love just as deeply as you do

I bleed the very colour you do

So I will NOT be labelled.

Don’t label me please because I have just as much rights as you do

I should not be conformed to a box you try to force me in because of your insecurities

I hurt just as much as you do, with a beating heart that can be transplanted in you should you need me one day…

So I will NOT be labelled.

Don’t label me please, because of all the names you call me, I am first and foremost human…

I am ME

All in

It’s not a one foot in, one foot out thing

I’m all in

The good times, we sure have some, but the bad ones too

Lord knows how many times I’ve wanted to slap, shout and run out on you

But reality is, it lasts for just some minutes, because I look at you and I see more than one reason to be happy

Something about you fills up the room even when it is empty

You make rainy times feel like a cloudy day and my whole heart crumbles if you are not happy

But I am all in, no holding back of emotions of jealousy or anger or silent treatments

I’ll toss my heart in with no regrets, doubts or back up plan

I am loving you with all of me, in me, about me, me

Because you are a part of me now, I run on your energy