Movin’with the punches

Maybe we will make it until tomorrow

At this point I am willing to start with at least that

Even though you are not really good for me…you still seem like a pretty good bad idea


The bottom line…

Sometimes the mind gets cloudy, images are a blur and memories linger

It’s usually a down time, a moment when the place is dark and the mood calls for thinking outloud

In these moments the past surfaces, fears strengthen and volunerability is heightened

The true test comes when you are attacked while your down because in this moment decisions are unclear, moods swing and thoughts sway

Can you really love in a dark moment?

I say to you…that even when the thoughts sway and volunerability heightens and when wrong seems right in the darkest nights…even then I CHOOSE YOU


For Gerald

your flavour

What is your definition of love?

What makes you laugh?

What brings you peace-of-mind?


What floats your boat?

What do you define as beautiful? or sexy?

What you say versus what I say-

Because every dish can be named the same, but each will have it’s own flavor

That being said…why then do you compare your life to others?



Break these walls!



I’ve been driving all night to see you

The days seem longer and the clock moves slower-

Like the universe takes pleasure in throwing challenges between us

I’ve bitten all my nails to the point they bleed like my heart does

But even when I cry, I cry only because I am yet to see you.

My heart feels like it’s going in a straight line but my head runs in circles

So many voices shouting negatives, positives, pity, anger and pretense

But I only hear you-

You telling me you need me and my heart saying “ditto”

All it takes is for someone to truly love you so that they can feel lost without you near, but unfortunately I am on the only one who feels this…and worse…I cannot do it alone

So who will break the barriers between us? because I need you

Different directions

We traveled a few miles together, I recall seeing you at the last crossroad

But somehow, you took a turn, or I took a turn, maybe we took a turn? Separate turns…

All I know is, when we started this journey I saw the destination clearly…

But now, I think we got lost because somehow we got on two different directions

The question do we find each other?