Your scars are beautiful, they show me strength, courage and POWER
Power over the BUMPS in life and PAIN that a sad day can bring
Let me kiss your beautiful head after you have SHAVED
I watch you shed the weight
You are a NEW WOMAN, re birthed and so you must LIVE for your sisters
And your life will honour those who didn’t survive life’s BUMPS
There are moments when I look back on our journey and I learn each day to appreciate
every broken promise,
because only then would I be able to love you the way I do
I place God between us and my love around you.
I replay the sounds of us making love in my head and realized it’s my favourite RnB/Souls playlist…
It was so good watching you smile, hearing you laugh and feeing your touch–
Was so comforting listening to your stories and erupting in laughter to your jokes
The journey with you, no matter how short, is a source of adrenaline
I guess that’s how mornings are when you are inlove…or maybe that’s how mornings are when last night was so much fun!
To love you is to carry you with me everyday, not seeing you but still feeling a connection between us…yearning to be next to you because that is where home is
To love you is to sacrifice my happiness for yours, because when you are happy so am I, either way I am smiling
To love you is to drown myself in tears trying to explain how I feel but I just can’t seem to get the right words out…or make any sense at all
To love you is to close my eyes and allow my heart to wander carelessly in the dark because I have no limits, no boudaries and intentions to stop
To love you is to love you blind…Am I making any sense yet?
Maybe we will make it until tomorrow
At this point I am willing to start with at least that
Even though you are not really good for me…you still seem like a pretty good bad idea
Sometimes the mind gets cloudy, images are a blur and memories linger
It’s usually a down time, a moment when the place is dark and the mood calls for thinking outloud
In these moments the past surfaces, fears strengthen and volunerability is heightened
The true test comes when you are attacked while your down because in this moment decisions are unclear, moods swing and thoughts sway
Can you really love in a dark moment?
I say to you…that even when the thoughts sway and volunerability heightens and when wrong seems right in the darkest nights…even then I CHOOSE YOU