Caught up with yourself



Dear self,

I’ll try to hold it in just so that I can smile for you

because even in your pain you deserve happiness

I will try to make it work for you, for us…

because things happen at times, even the saddest things

but as long as you have a source for happiness, I will hold on for you

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Finding me…

I would like to take the time to introduce myself to myself

Show myself the strengths and confidence that exists

Reveal all the secrets, fears and doubts and begin to tell the truth to myself

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And even as I throw all these skeletons out…I look forward to learning other things myself forgot to mention when I was introducing myself to myself….


The wind almost went away with me

I stood by watching as small pieces got swept up and floated away

Almost frozen I stood there, subconsciously knowing something wasn’t right though

So I drifted…for a while

But now I have moved myself from where I stood

And I am taking back all of me that the wind drifted with

Someone almost ran away with all of my stuff…someone almost ran away with me”

…inspired by :For Colored Girls

Perfectly love my imperfections

Crysi CubesI am the girl who is afraid of dogs because one nearly bit me once

A girl who cries in the middle of a romantic scene because I wish that is how the world was

A girl who will laugh like crazy and fall to the floor

I get moody, I am that girl who in the blink of an eye refuses to talk to anyone

Yesterday I was dancing but today I just want to be left alone… in the dark maybe

I love snacks, even wished cake and ice cream was a form of medication

I am the girl who writes poems because I feel only then do I really say what I mean

I am the girl who feels relaxed at a beautiful view

I get distracted when I see the lights from a distance on my way home

I day dream a lot, always having a fantasy

I love the idea of love and sharing it should be as easy as breathing

I am the girl who makes friends just by accidentally saying something ‘blond’ out loud

I am a handful I know, I am no where near perfect and that’s ok

Perfection is boring, repetitive, predictable

Everyday is a new day with me because I am learning as I live

and when this girl loves you, if she ever does… You’d wake up everyday feeling like your superman

All I ask in return is for you to accept this girl with her imperfections and her strange ways,

take all this and find a way to love her